Can I Really Love?

Can I Really Love

Love. Love. Love. Love. Love. Love
I HATE IT!
Whenever I try to love, it shatters in my face.
I cry, and cry until my eyes are blood shot and start to bleed.

I love people, I do.
But that love turns to pain, that pain turns to hate!
So, so much hate.

I see the one person I love everyday, surronded by people.
I stay with them all the time, laughing, talking, everything.
But on the inside I want to kill.
I hate them all so much.
For being close to the person I love.

I'v learned though, to love someone, I need to do whats best for them.
No matter what is it.
Even if it get's me killed.
I'll do it.
For the one I love.

If this is really love at all.