I'm only 14,
But I'm treated as I was 28,
It's not fair,
I Hate it,
Never being able to be a kid,
The first few years of my life,
till I was 13,
I never would shed a tear,
but then I did,
only when needed.
But now,
I cry all the time,
Not over loosing my shoes,
ripping a nail,
but seeing,
I've never been a kid,
I've never had the chance to cry for,
something as stupid as this.
Its not fair,
Those Idiots,
Laughing away there teenage years
as if it's nothing.
I'll sit in the corner of class,
watching them gossip,
about sex, people lives, ruining them.
It's not my business,
but fuck,
I'll but in,
"Shut up, you don't know them, stop being Idiots, and horridle people"
All they do is laugh at me and make fun of me if i do.
I HATE IT!
I hope when they grow up,
they can't live with themselves,
tortured at the pain,
gnawing deep in them,
from when they were in school,
and let them feel the pain.
A couple of days ago in my English class, we were reading autobiographies by random, everyday people. There was one by an anonymous person, and when they tried to tell their mother that they were gay, their mom looked at them and said, "I don't think so." The boy went up to his room and cried after that. After we finished reading it, I got so sad that I started crying in the middle of class. This one guy laughed, because he thought that it was funny that I was crying over a gay person. That sickens me. He's so stupid he doesn't even realize how stupid his actions are. The only reason people like that act the way they do is that they just don't realize how others feel. They're too stupid, and sometimes they don't even care.