A Little to Late

I'm only 14,
But I'm treated as I was 28,
It's not fair,
I Hate it,
Never being able to be a kid,

The first few years of my life,
till I was 13,
I never would shed a tear,
but then I did,
only when needed.

But now,
I cry all the time,
Not over loosing my shoes,
ripping a nail,
but seeing,
I've never been a kid,
I've never had the chance to cry for,
something as stupid as this.

Its not fair,
Those Idiots,
Laughing away there teenage years
as if it's nothing.

I'll sit in the corner of class,
watching them gossip,
about sex, people lives, ruining them.

It's not my business,
but fuck,
I'll but in,
"Shut up, you don't know them, stop being Idiots, and horridle people"
All they do is laugh at me and make fun of me if i do.
I HATE IT!

I hope when they grow up,
they can't live with themselves,  
tortured at the pain,
gnawing deep in them,
from when they were in school,
and let them feel the pain.